Suicide terminating desperation (STD)

First off what is the reason for killing yourself? If it's depression, there is meds for that. If it's relationship problems there is psychotherapy for that. What is the reason for ending your life???

"someone else would appreciate my place on earth so much more?"

Would they, really?

My apologies if I sound judgmental...I don't know your life circumstances, so I'm certainly in no position to tell you what you should do. Heck, I'm thinking of suicide myself. But just think of it for a moment--who, exactly, would "take" your place, Anonymous? It's not as if by killing yourself, you'll magically give someone else an opportunity they'd never had. I don't know how bad your life is, and maybe ending it would make you feel better. I'm almost certain, however, that it wouldn't make anyone else's life better. One person dying does not mean another person gets to live. Again, i don't know what's going on with your life, but...well, think about that, at least.

As a God-fearing person I usually have the common fear of ending up in eternal damnation.

I was told in June that a girl is pregnant to me. At first she told me she would have an abortion, i was relieved and learnt my lesson (don't leave birth control to the pill). Two weeks later she says shes keeping it and said she didn't care what I thought , she was going to have the baby. Iv been in hell since, this girl is overweight, stupid and a lieing bitch.

I cant stand the thought of telling my family and friends that she is going to be the mother of my child. The thought of her makes me sick, especially as she initially lied to me saying she wanted nor needed anything from me. Now says she wants child support and for me to get to know the baby.

FUCK THAT. I DONT WANT A KID . ESPECIALLLY WITH A RETARD LIKE HER. I WISH I WAS A WOMEN BECAUSE THEN ID HAVE THE OPTION TO ABORT OR ADOPT. ONLY WOMEN HAVE A CHOICE!! HOW IS THAT FAIR??.

WHY SHOULDNT I KILL MYSELF???
RIGHT NOW I COULDNT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY LIFE, WOULD I CARE ABOUT MY LIFE IF IT WAS OVER? NO. I WANT TO DIE. BUT I WILL BE ALONE IN THE GROUND, AND TINY SPACE SCARE ME. I ALSO HATE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE WILL PROBABLY TEAR MY GRAVE STONE DOWN YEARS FROM NOW ANYWAYS. I WANT TO DIE. AND IM EXPRESSING IT HERE WITHOUT A CARE BECAUSE LIFE SUCKS AND PEOPLE SUCK AND I CANT STAND WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME. WHY SHOULDNT I DIE, WHEN IM GOING TO DIE ANYWAYS. LIKE I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND IN PEACE. NOBODY KNOWS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE WHEN YOUR DEAD, AND EVEN SO, PEOPLE GET OVER YOUR DEATH LIKE YOUR A DEAD FISH SUCKED UP INT A DRAINAGE PIPE. WILL MY PARENTS BE SAD. YEAH I HAVE TOUGHT THAT THEY WOULD BE AND I KNOW THINGS WILL BE HARD FOR THEM BUT WITH THESE THOUGHTS ON MY MIND IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE NO HEART SAYING THESE THINGS LIKE WHY SHOULDNT I DIE WHEN IN THIS WORLD YOUR MEANT TO DIE. YOUR MEANT TO LIVE IN THE GROUND WITH PEOPLE STEPPING ON YOU GETTING TO THE NEXT GRAVE. IN THIS WORLD PEOPLE WILL KILL YOU FOR FOOD, MONEY AND SEX. FROM DAY ONE I DIDNT WANT TO BE HERE.AND YET I AM. IM GOING TO DIE EVENTUALLY SO LET ME ASK YOU THIS...WHY SHOULDNT I DIE? LIFE ISNT WORTH LIVING IF YOU KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN THE NEXT DAY.

Life isn't a fucking stuggle, it's just a pain in the ass. I'm not thinking about suicide because 'I'm depressed' or have 'issues' i just have nothing worth living for. Now I know that sounds like a cliche but it's the true. No job, no girlfriend, few friends and little self esteem. The only thing that keeps me going is the fact that I would put everyone else through a world of shite if I actually kicked the bucket. People who have better lives than me would think "oh shit I didn't know he was that fucked up... maybe I should have done something" etc. So why should I fuck up everyone elses lives just to bring an end to my own? You are a piece of shit. Your life means nothing to you. So why should a worthless fuckup like you ruin anyone elses life just to end your own? Just think about that.

From these 2 accidents I now have 1 herniated disc and 1 ruptured disc in my lower back (L4-L5, L5-S1). This causes me a great deal of pain. I am only 24 and trying to just get myself out and start my own life and I can’t even do that. I am trying to work right now but I have to keep calling in or leaving early because of the pain. I have a desk job that pays 17.75 an hour, it’s not like I’m not motivated. I have been doing my therapies, everything, still pain. I know my employer is upset with me because I keep missing days. “Pain can be treated”. Sure yes, but unfortunately the methods that are in use do not work for me.

God? Please don't patronise people in such ways. If you talk of God you are merely showing your own ignorance and gullibility. Please don’t say things like, ‘you have to believe and you will feel the Lord..., or, ‘God will show himself to you if you believe’. CRAP! If such an omnipotent being exists, why doesn’t it simply show itself? Then everyone will KNOW of it, rather than simply rely on blind belief instilled by those egomaniacs with a vested interest in the gullibility of the masses.
What EVIDENCE is there that such a divine being exists? NONE! The whole concept is merely a tool of control and justification for the endless cycle of misery and pain that is life.
I think the question should be, 'Why SHOULD we live this life?'. What real reason is there to continue this bullshit existence? We are all going to die anyway, irrespective of what we choose to believe and how we choose to fill the time on this contaminated and condemned toilet of a planet.
What does the death of Cambodians have to do with anything here? Sure, most humans, along with all the other animals on Earth, don’t desire to die because their instincts, along with the need to eat and fuck, tell them otherwise. What of the person who sees past all that... thinks outside the box they were thrust into at birth, which has been fortified by the endless subjective and mindless drivel that we call education? Isn’t education supposed to help us see and understand the truth?
We drink alcohol, smoke weed, watch TV, play music along with countless other things to feed our desires and distract us from the tedium and futility of this life. We can’t take any of it with us, so none of it is really ours; just another escapist quick fix to get us through yet another moment.

One day you will get over the hump
One day you will not despair
One day you will forget your selfishness
One day you will have a reason to live
One day you will feel joy
~just give yourself a chance~

Try sniffing lots and lots of cociane the euphoric effects should make you like life to much to kill yourself but thats if you can afoord a lifetime supply of the dope which prolly isent likely so i use marijuana not as euphoric but work for me in the simple things in life can be utterly amazing like left over kraft dinner is a majestic feast when your baked lol

act like a bad person
i feel like a good person underneath
but i cant seem to bring that to the surface
coupling that with the fact i feel totally worthless and my life will never result in anything good, i've thought about suicide a lot
the only reason i havent yet is because i have friends and family who love me and i dont want to let them down
do i deserve to do something selfish?
being a good person deep down,
or shpould i stick it out for them?
i drink a great deal
i smoke a great deal
i have a very unhealthy dioet
hoping it wiull take care of itself
but im only 20 years old and i dont see it happening any time
y should i continue living when i feel that my life makes the world a worse place

I've buried two of my children. I spent a year crippled after the accident that killed them. My husband cheated on me while I was in the hospital recovering. Last year, I lost everything I own in a natural disaster.

I feel like killing myself because i must be the most ugliest girl right? I barely have any friends cause i haven't kept a single friend since secondary school. I'm 19 soon to be 20 and never had a boyfriend barley any guys approach me! am i really that ugly? i've had people tell me I'm pretty but i guess their lying because boys don't seem to take an interest in me.

I was laid off 9 months ago from a 90k year job, lost everything, and am now living in a dumpster.

I would advise against this for most folks - but this is it for me.

Thanks!
(wait...if he lives in a dumpster why does he have a computer?)

...suicide is your choice...but blogging your ideas changes nothing...