Alone (Oh well)

Can't see out the window.
Too wet and dark.
Everything is dark here,
there is no light.
Nothing, and no one;
It is very lonely here.
Lonely but warm, where I am.
Sitting. Just sitting.
Sometimes rocking,
or idly swaying,
as if that can speed up time.
It's so lonely here.
And who knew being alone
could be so loud?
The noise makes my head hurt.
Making my ears ring.
Ticking, breathing, swaying, thinking -
It's echoing, I can hear it.
Mocking me.
No one is here to make it stop.
Just me, only me,
always just me.
Oh well, I deal, I cope as I suffer.
Still can't see out, but that's ok.
I have my safe spot, right here.
They can taunt me,
but not touch me.
Warm, and dark.
And my own, always my own.
Keep rocking, I think it's going to be a long night..