Scar tissue that I never saw
My downfall is coming quickly
All the things that I wish I had
Will someone come and save me?
And I haven't prayed for years
But I'm praying now
Please send some rain to cleanse me
I need to heal, afraid to feel
I'm waiting now
For the tears to fall and wake me
From my hell
I see the home I wish I had
My dad never loved me
Everyday I know the same pain
The kind you get when you're empty
And I haven't prayed for years
But I'm praying now
Please send some rain to cleanse me, yeah
I need to heal, afraid to feel
I'm waiting now
For the tears to fall and wake me
From my hell
SO I YELL!
I'm so jealous of the ones who live
Without the knowledge of their death
When will it be my turn to live
I am done with this charade
I don't care for walking iron lung breathing
I'll never want to love again
The bleeding hasn't stopped
From the time you left me
Left that kid to fend all for himself
Of all the things I miss the most
I miss the mind I never had
Scar tissue that I've always seen
God, I feel so fucking unclean
And I haven't prayed for years
But I'm praying now
Please send some rain to cleanse me
I need to heal, afraid to feel
I'm waiting now
For the tears to fall and wake me
From my hell
Comments
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awww, wonderful. this is so fucking lovely!
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*tear*
Pain is the unfortunate condition of the human existance. The regretable tragedy is that some of us are burdened with more than our fair share.... great write friend...
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breath taking...
i gasped on the part about not praying in years.
for some reason mankind always comes back to god when no one els is there.
that line is just so real to me.
the flow was magical, raw, and deep.
it couldn't have been done any other way without taking out the emotion.
this was just so amazingly real to me.
i didn't cry, but that's only because i'm in public.
keep them coming.
and i will keep the praise coming.
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Did you know, you can still make me cry? You're about the only one...
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