Post-secret :)

** I think I’m falling love with a taken boy.

  ** I feel like the black sheep out of the people I hang around with at college.

**Moments before my Nan passed away, I was on the phone to my ex boyfriend laughing and smiling.
 
**It’s been 7months and I don’t think I’m completely over my ex.

  **When I was 8, me and my “boyfriend” shared a kiss in the back of my car one evening when my Dad drove him home 

  **I say I have a group of “friends” but I only count 1 or 2 of them as proper friends.

  **I’m a perfectionist, and would rather spend hours on one task and getting it to the standard I think it should rather than rush something.

    **Someone told me he thinks I’m perfect but the amount of times I’ve
upset/hurt/let my Mum down in the last 3years is madness.

  **If I was “friends” with different people, I’d be a completely different person myself.


          **My social skills are pretty bad and I feel awkward in group situations…I think it comes from Dad.


                **When I was depressed, on really bad days I used to sit and count out pills estimating in my head how many it would take to overdose.


                    **Everyone thinks of me as this good, honest person but the amount of lies I’ve told myself and others is unbelievable.

**I don’t practice what I preach; life isn’t so bad but I know it can be better.
                                                                                     

**I'm a secret nerd and I'm terrified of getting in trouble for not doing a piece of college work.