It's laughable how I keep hope
That you will make me smile
It's a shame that you don't
Even realize what you do
It's down right disgusting how
I keep taking up for you, making
Excuses for the reasons you
Bring me up and then tear me down
It's a crying game with you
Thinking you might change
Just one thought of thoughtfulness
Would make my world better
But no, it's not the way it goes
I have to deal with the shit that
You always seem to throw my way
And I'm so very tired of it all
A sweet holiday comes and goes
I turn my ideals into something that
Just isn't going to happen
Even on our second Valentine's day

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