what do i do now

So what do I do now
No job no prospects
School is not helping
The road is dark

It’s not at an end
But I can’t see the future
Distant road signs
Different off ramps

Which one do I take
How do I decide
What if I’m wrong
What signs do I look for

Military is an option
But how viable
With my medical past
Could it happen

Moving out of state
New environment
Unknown to everyone
Is that for me

Stay here and hope it gets better
Cause that really makes sense
Wait and hope
That’s not me

Move to Georgia
With brother
Shall I light the fuse now
Or could it work

Move to New Mexico
At least I’d know one person
But I can’t find jobs there
Am I looking in the right places

Five options
Could roll the dice
Let it choose my destiny
But then again

What if it lands on SIX?