Shoved back down (Lyrics)

I don't know how/I don't know why/
but I guess I just lost my mind/for awhile/
I forgot how to pray/don't get why you can't just stay/everything's always got to change
and/nobody here thinks that's strange/ my life is just goin' round and round/ no sanity to be found/it's a paradox of the mind/and I've lost my sense of time/today is now (yeah- I know)/ but yesterday's stuck here too/ i swear I thought my future was with you/oh-I was wrong (was I wrong?)/

I don't know how/i don't know why/ but I guess i just lost my mind/ for awhile/
I'd just drift along/no-I didn't care/ I still don't get/why you can't just stay/everything's gone and changed/ and nobody here thinks that's strange/ my life's still spinnin' round/no sanity to be found/in an eternity of time/ how long do I have to climb?/ Your love, a big black pit/a sucking mudhole filled with lies

-look there goes some bubbles-
sanity floating by
grab it quick before you drown
stop the spinning
oh stop the spinning now
oh stop the spinning now/ it's an
eternity shoved back down
stop the spinning
oh stop the spinning now
Stop the spinning/ hold on
you're the one in control now...