It's true. I gave it up,
or "Shared it" as he said.
I lay down, naked, under him
here in my own bed.
Twenty-two years I've held on
to innocence, I think...
when the time came to act "adult"
I barely had time to blink.
Could have been wrong?
But maybe it was right...?
Whether or not I was aware,
that was my first night.
His hard penis pushed inside me
spreading me from within,
it was pain and bliss and beauty
and undoubtedly could be sin.
I am not sure it was bad,
nor am I sure it was right.
I only know what happened:
that time was my first night.
Author notes
About the time I lost my virginity. Just recently. It had to happen at some point.
It has adult content. BE wary.
It's personal too, so it's not about the rhyming scheme. I would rather have comments (if any) about the material.
Thanks.
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It is really powerful. It's so personal, yet at the same time its something I think we can all relate to on some level. Those thoughts of self-doubt...beautifully written, love.
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