i read the words on the screen,
the pain that comes through,
the end that draws near.
the tears pour from my eyes,
while i try to say words that will help,
but they only make it worse.
i try to understand why this happpens,
i know its not something i need to know,
but i just wish i could help.
when its all over for the night,
or i think that maybe it might be the end,
where its all over forever.
i hold that bottle open,
pills in my hand,
and let the tears pour down.
it would be so easy to swollow those little pills,
i could end it myself and never have to feel again,
i wouldnt hurt anyone anymore.
but i keep going because i need to,
i stay for my family who need me,
and i stay for my friends who keep me alive.
i just want to say thanks
ik that it doesnt make sense to anyone but it does to me in my own head. thank you for reading and thank you to all my friends who keep me alive and here
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...oh, it makes sense....
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Oh lyllie, i love your poem. it has so much deep emotion and i can see where your coming from even if i don't completely understand it. great job. im alway here for you, don't forget it.
kaycee
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awwh tori this is nice, and i know . i know i cant completely understand it, but i know "alot" ...
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wow lyllie, this was amazig.
ik what you're talking about quite clearly, for i experienced some of it too. my favorite lines were the last 4 "but i keep going because i need to, i stay for my family who need me, and i stay for my friends who keep me alive." such powerful words. i could feel what you felt as i read this, and it too brought tears to my eyes. i loved the raw emotions expressed throughout this piece. i'm going to always be here if you need to talk.
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