Crying waterfalls like I slowly drown,
this pain in my sons eyes is ripping my world around,
I feel his pain as much as he blocks it out,
I know my boy you just want to scream and shout,
but where does pain start to find its end,
when you lost your beautiful sweet girlfriend,
a triple blast our close family friend also gone,
not only Lucinda but to Alex we also mourn,
Brylie gone too a triple blow,
why the hell did all three have to go.
How do you get past having to watch your sons tears,
I'm living in grief and feeling your fears,
this is way to much for you too bare,
when Lucinda you loved and so deeply did care,
my son you know I am here every step of the way,
though now and every year that's going to haunt us on that tragic day.
Lucinda will live on in your heart,
in memory you both will never part,
I have never felt so useless as a mother,
not only your girlfriend but Alex whom was like a brother,
I am trying so hard to not only suffer my grief, but swallow down yours too,
I just want to take all this agonizing pain away from you.
This breaks me as your mum,
I feel there should of been more I could of done,
it kills me slowly to know your grieving is so raw,
your shock is slipping away more and more,
and what comes after is the reality of whats real,
and they say that in time we will all heal,
but your young and you loved and lost your girl so suddenly that night,
how the hell do I make this nightmare alright,
all I can do is be here and care,
and within your pain my son I share,
the self control of being your parent got stolen that day,
now all I can do is drop to my knees and pray.
God you've taken so much they lost there future it can no longer be written by fate,
18 years old is way too early to lead them to heavens gate.
Now they fly as angels in heaven
and you gave my son a life sentence.
Forgiveness was a huge belief in my life until now,
as you broke my sons heart and took a piece of his young soul,
how does he overcome such sadness just help him once again to become whole.
R.I.P Lucinda You loved my son on earth,
I know you are now his Angel that will love him for eternity,
apart of you grows throughout life within your beautiful daughter Jaila.
Miss you ....Thank-you for loving my boy....
R.I.P Alex I'm slowly drowning in my tears...Miss your hugs already...
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