"Love of my life"

Well it's been 6 months since I've seen your face
Never dreamed I'd see you today
And it's interesting
And very amusing
All I felt was rage inside
For that so called "love of my life"
We used to be close
But you didn't really love me
You claimed it was forever
But you never really cared
You broke down all of my walls
Didn't know you couldn't be trusted
Took me so long to forget
All the little things we shared
And all you can do is smile at me
After my  heartache and suffering
I was your fool but that's all in the past
Don't say sorry now cause you had your chance
Spent so many sleepless nights
Trying to block you from my mind
I was so convinced I needed you
Once upon a time
Now my eyes are open and I can see
You were Devious and Shady
Only Trifling with me
I thought you came to save my life
But our love was built on a web of lies
You turned your head and ignored my cries
Where were you when I need you most
Would have done anything to hold you close
Would have given the world to be back in your arms
But you left me wishing on stars