` Alot of times, I'll walk around with a smile and laugh but deep inside I want to die
` When I hear of children or people I see as family being hurt physically, I wish to track down the person doing it and almost kill him with my bare hands
` I know physics and science very well but do I ever get to prove I'm smart? No, I get judged by what I do or say
` I've been told I can't make it in life, at times I believe them
` I wish that I could know how much I effect people
` When people judge me by looks and what others say, I lock myself away and cry at night
` When my girlfriend is hurting at night, I worry she may hurt herself or worse because I may not be able to do enough
