All I Ever Wanted

Verse 1

I used to only be a boy, nuthin more,
People played me like a toy, nuthin more,
Until I finally manned up, finally decided
That sobriety was an illusion, of fake surviving,
People robbing me of my thoughts, thought I'd be sobbing
But all it turned out to be, was dumb ass body robbery,
Honor me with your attention? Bitch that aint right
I refuse to even mention, the tension that got me uptight,
If I can finish this sentence, and emphasize that I meant it,
You can visualize my suprise, when you get offended,
Penetrate me with your eyes, like I did something horrendous,
You expect me to renovate, take the damage and mend it,
Let me demonstrate as I meditate, this is not what I intended,
Exonerate me from the circle, of violent freaks as I'm unleashed,
Released as I relapse with a gun, in my lap as I try to keep peace,
Go postal with berzekers with bitches runnin out like its a circus,
Grinning through my mask with blood stains in my teeth,
I'm a massive attack with nuthin but rags and zig zags tryin to snag,
Agressive teaching the lesson of violence in the same way I went,
Make a mess of everything and leave it how you left it,
Laughing crazily as you stroll through the exit,
Violence is the only thing people understand so pump the pistol,
Shine like crystal accurate like a missle stick like a thistle,
As you pick your way through the blood gore and gristle,
Give you a visual of what I see through my own eyes,
What people tend to do is let others take over their mind,

Chorus

All I ever wanted was some peace of mind,
Is it too much to ask for when I'm on the grind,
I'm a true soldier massacre the masochists,
People give me shit but I'm not fuckin having it,
Stand up and man up, take some lives,
They dont care about you, so you better rise,
Intimidate with size and obliterate their minds,

Verse 2

When you man up theres a time when you stand up,
Thats when you see something and fuckin take it,
In times like this its difficult to make it, dont fake it,
Or break it cuz you only get one chance at life,
Whether you like it or not, dont matter if its right,
Take it in stride as you ride with the few friends you got,
Kill the motherfuckers that want you to be what youre not,
Be ill and spill the sick shit, flip the shit that gets the shit,
Pumpin and hypnotic exiting and erotic mixed with demonic,
Inhale the chronic to hide your past life, dont run forever
Cuz sooner or later you gotta face the mic,
And write down the shit thats stressing you out,
Theres gotta be a reason why you're pullin your hair out,
Self treason is appeasing to the ones without a life,
But thats why you gotta fuckin live it up tonight,
That goes for everybody, whether youre black or white,
Any ethnicity is what it is: pure simplicity fused with sympathy,
Get some empathy so you know what its like to be somebody's,
Bitch for once in your life, keep the strife and tension in your belt,
Its not worth your time, send it on down to the depths of hell,


Chorus

All I ever wanted was some peace of mind,
Is it too much to ask for when I'm on the grind,
I'm a true soldier massacre the masochists,
People give me shit but I'm not fuckin having it,
Stand up and man up, take some lives,
They dont care about you, so you better rise,
Intimidate with size and obliterate their minds,