I'm suffocating.
I can't feel my lost heart
Drifting on the absolution of my
Cold, desolate...
Remains.
Nothing holds me anymore
I can't feel my hands
Bu the numb remembrance
Keeps calling out my name
"Mother, mother?"
I called out to the darkness
"Father, father,"
I replied to myself
I was lost
I was dying
i was calling to fate
To free me.
There was a moment past
Where I didn't know myself
The water filled my lungs with sulfur
The heart stopped beating
And I became without it.
There was a moment's notice
A chance to break away
From the animal instinct insanity
That kept me swinging my limbs
For a breath of methane death.
And I was cold again.
Tell me, friend
Do you speak the language
Of the rabbit people?
Tell me, ally
Do you hear the callings
Of fathers dying over mother's vaginal liquid
And poetry written on rose-petal endings...?
Cause I'm chocking on my own spirit
Trying to reach heaven
But heaven won't accept this saint
Because he's got demon blood in him.
Maybe he's a nigger?
Maybe he's just white?
Maybe he's just a big o' chink?
No father can accept the peer pressure
Of knowing his son's better than him.
But...
No one has the voice of angels
Cause the angels all deserved to die
When we blew up our chance for survival...
And killed the child, Christ.
And I drowned in noise,
By the way
Author notes
Close your eyes...
Don't think about limitations...
Don't think about anything...
Just keep pressing the keys...
Don't hit that backspace key, though...
Just keep going...
You can make some edits later...
But don't stop...
Until you feel you're done...
Then you can fix what's broken...
Then just hit that submit button...
And let your spirit kill you.
Poster of a Girl - Metric
"Satisfy myself
Avoid beginners
Who long to shut my mouth
Till I take one of them home
'Cause I know how it feels
Filling in the blanks
Looking on the bright side
When there is no bright side
Cumming in your pants
For the off chance
With a...
poster of a girl"
Don't think about it...
Don't worry about it...
Don't kill yourself over spilt milk
Cause that's what everyone else will do?
Don't wait for tomorrow
Let today be what brings tears to your eyes...
Just cause you have tomorrow to die...
Don't forget to live today.
Darky -- (hed) pe
"You can't take shit from me
Cause I'm a...
NIGGA
Yes I'm a fuckin' NIGGA
You can't take SHIT FROM ME"
When you worry too much...
You censor what you really...
Have to say...
It's not about causing a commotion...
It's not about being racist...
Sexist...
Biased...
If you ignore the problem...
It doesn't go away...
Look at me...
When I'm talking to you...
My face isn't ugly...
You just don't want to look at it...
Feathers -- kidneythieves
"Simple pleasures
Falling feathers
Skating on this machine
Alone between my trip and me."
It's... all...
So... cold...
When all you have...
Is yourself...
To talk to...
At night...
