I Have

All alone I recall  the things in my life
the happy and sad moments
I think of you and a lonely tear drop falls from my eye
I miss you more than you know
I am still in love with you
all I have of you now are memories
but I am okay with just the memoreis that I have
I look around at these four walls and I know that I am fine
I know that I am still alive
I know that life goes on with or without you
I have shed many tears for you
I have had sleepless nights just laying awake
thinking of you
thinking of all the great times that we shared together
wishing that I could pull myself together just to make it though another day
I once thought I was broken but as I look deeper within myself I know that I am pure
I know that my heart is not in pieces anymore
I have found my inner happiness
I have found peace in my heartache
it seems that everything reminds me of you
but now I just smile and go on with my life
I have fund the love that I have been searching for... I found it in me
no longer will I cry with a thought of your smiling face
no longer will I toss and turn losing sleep over you
no longer will I allow you to haunt me
for I have found love in my hate
my heart is whole and I will not give anyone the power to break it
when you think of me know that I love you
know that I am thinking about you
jusst don't think that you still have me
because in the end you really have nothing...