One Less

One more reason to Live for
One more reason to love
One last time to pick the petals
One last time
One last moment
One last picture to draw
One last heartbreak to deal with
One less tear to cry
One less second of my life
One less in everything


Pretending
Ending
Wondering
Wanting
Hoping
Praying
For an End
A way out
Want to
Scream and shout
Hurting and Crying
Inside Dying
Wondering
Craving
Saving
My breathe
Laughing
Smiling
Foeget it
I'm denying
Those things even exist for me anymore
So switch the lock on my door
Keeo a close eye
But this is my last goodbye
And I'm sorry I wasn't perfect
I'm sorry but this is my end
And this is it I can no longer pretend
I'm dying and no one knows or would care
So this is my goodbye
I wonder if anyone will cry
Who'll tell Ted?
Will Katie and Caitlin cry?
What happens to Nikki?
What happens once I die?
Will anyone look the other way?
Will anyone care?
And oh, to you know who
I never got to kiss you
But let everyoe know
I'll miss you