and i'm the
one in the middle, with
short hair and a small face
and other unproportional things
people sometimes call 'features'.
i'm so tired
of looking at myself
in the mirror, and trying to see
some good
or
leaning against my chair
wondering what the hell is wrong with me
at one a.m.
i am tired. tired. tired.
of looking into holes
and finding things inside that i
never wanted to find out
or reaching inside
and so afraid of something biting
or tearing away my hand
or just not knowing anything.
god.
someone shine that flashlight already.
Author notes
this stinks.
Comments
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the flashlight is such a wonderful & powerful layer to bring into this poem at the end, this doesn't stink.



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thank you
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the flashlight is such a wonderful & powerful layer to bring into this poem at the end, this doesn't stink.





