Date: Feb 9, 2009
It all got messed up again
Current mood: distraught
Category: Life
First of all I love you, and never thought I'd say
I'm not sure how it happened, but we've felt this way
Remember when we'd argue, and I resorted to running away?
Away to Litchfield, and a cold blank slate
A me that I began to hate!
Please believe that I'm not irate
I love you...that's all I know
But I feel my life beginning to grow
I'm moving way too fast, and need to slow
With him, I figured out a piece of me
One that for so long was waiting to be set free
But here I am...willing to plea
I've know I've messed up...and have been there before
But please don't close this open door
I'm just confused inside...let's try once more
Remember the laughter, and everything felt right?
And here we are...after another fight
Let's not let it go back to that night
I found love after Bubba, and I couldn't refuse
He is honestly amazing...and it's not my excuse
The alarm clock has been ringing, and I keep hitting snooze
I still don't know what I want in life
I won't let it resort to strife
In easier terms...can we please make nice?
I know I've hurt you, which I didn't want to do
We strayed, got lost, came unglued
I know you love me...and I love you guys too
Love always and forever...
Katie
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