5 Years

Its coming up soon
I can feel it and see it
5 Years
Since the past happened
Someone told me come to terms
Forgive but never forget
I have forgiven but i refuse to forget
I want him dead
But it won't happen
No one will let me
See to it

Its coming up
I can feel it and see it
5 Years
How could I have been so stupid
To let this happen
Every time i think about it
My heart breaks
I hurt them so bad
Why did I do it
Why won't the hurt go away
Why did this happen

Its coming up soon
I can feel it and see it
5 Years
I hurt my parents so much
They said it wasn't my fault
Why does it feel like it is
With every step i take
I want to give up
Beg for forgiveness
I tried so hard to show them
I tried so hard to be there

Its coming up soon
I can feel it and see it
5 Years
I can never forgive myself
I fucked up so bad
Its hurts so bad
This pain no one should feel
Women Children and Men
This hurts so bad
This feeling never leaves
The pain of Rape