Its coming up soon
I can feel it and see it
5 Years
Since the past happened
Someone told me come to terms
Forgive but never forget
I have forgiven but i refuse to forget
I want him dead
But it won't happen
No one will let me
See to it
Its coming up
I can feel it and see it
5 Years
How could I have been so stupid
To let this happen
Every time i think about it
My heart breaks
I hurt them so bad
Why did I do it
Why won't the hurt go away
Why did this happen
Its coming up soon
I can feel it and see it
5 Years
I hurt my parents so much
They said it wasn't my fault
Why does it feel like it is
With every step i take
I want to give up
Beg for forgiveness
I tried so hard to show them
I tried so hard to be there
Its coming up soon
I can feel it and see it
5 Years
I can never forgive myself
I fucked up so bad
Its hurts so bad
This pain no one should feel
Women Children and Men
This hurts so bad
This feeling never leaves
The pain of Rape
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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brutal feelings
effective repetition like a mantra of disbelief
captured all the emotions too well and so sad about the unforgiven what-ifs and estranged relationship with parents and stuff 
why write so sad? 
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Because i am sad about the fact that i messed up and hurt my parents so badly its not even funny people say it wasn't my fault but it sure as fuck feels like it is hun
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