Idon'twanttodoatitle

And wanting to roll over
In a pile of leaves
After taking silent leave
To smile at the trees
I stretch to the side,
To peer around a lacrosse player
And run my eyes along Greg's lovely shapely muscular legs,
Remembering the night we'd spent kissing
All - night - long
'Are you ever going to stop blushing
And just say something?'
I feel like laughing...

Well my best mate said something,
When I came in wearing 'the pencil skirt'
She laughed her head off
'It's that top that even Mr. Ross looks at you in!'
She expressed through a mouthful of our packed lunch

We both kept our eyes peeled for the guys who had maybe put me on the Hot List
And sighed about good times,
And laughed at the dumb ones -
'Isn't it Just Typical how you bump into those sort of people
in the WORST SITUATIONS ???' she cried
I sort of want to bump into him again though...
I also cried.

And wasn't it good when we ate Pot Noodles, Pork Cracklings
That General Junk,
And the wind
Upon
The fire crackling,
Doesn't it know it will always remain while you're there,
Boosting it on
And taking it down,
Spark to Spark
And flare to flare
Embers in your eyes and light on your hair.

And you said you didn't know how to do fire.

I wish I had had the fire you had
To withstand the politics of his desperation
The type I was brought up to be protected from

And then I realised SHE hadn't worn protection, I was beside myself -
Senseless in her scrambling,
With her thoughts rambling
Incoherently
Saying nothing
But meaning not meaning nothing
Taking my responsibility as part of the friendship,
That had been cemented at Pub Golf
When I had guessed you were alright after all,
I tried to advise

... Does she feel something she doesn't want to say?
Why can't people say what they mean,
And MEAN what they say?

Well Sarah, you would never have learned that lesson if you hadn't learned The Hard Way,
And had her teaching you to Be yourself
And Him leaving you by yourself,
When he wasn't driving you away.

Didn't you know that 'not wanting to leave'
Is not the same as wanting to stay?

But you will get over him sweetheart
It's just another lesson that comes your way
Some people tell me not to do it -
but you always told me to try.

Oh Smeagle, you're a funny thing
Hey, I didn't even get a ring;
What do you say to that one mate
And who is the lucky one now?

'Not you, you silly Cow,
Weeping away the years...
I'd give every memory,
Just to have one happy one now.'