So many
Such a dumby
I make too many mistakes
I let people slip into time
I fuck up alot of the time
It's all my fault
Sould have kept you
but I shoved you away
How dumb my fears were
Insecure and prone to fail
I let everything fall to the floor
I am hated by so many
It's my own fault that I fuck up
Can't be helped
Too much bagage
Too much pride
Scared of everything
They say love stays for all time
but thats a lie
Nobody wants a liar
Nobody forgives an idiot
I have no love in this shell of a body
It's all about being what others want you to be
but I can't conform
Thats why I'm a nobody
I might as well be alone
and thats how I will die....
what does it really mean
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Speachless...
But I found something to say. I love this poem. One question though. The end. "I migh as well be alone and that is how I will die...." Is that insperation from my poem. I will die alone...? Jw. Anyways. I love it so much. But. You are not a nobody. Even in my life you are a somebody. A friend. A person of meaning. You are loved. Even by those who don't know you so well. I relate to you even if in small ways. And that in itself made me love you (as in a friend) you are a human. you feel pain. And you don't always feel loved. But hey. If I keep wrighting back doesn't that mean something... Every emotion worth wrighting about right? So why not wright about being loved by us. Your AP friends and family. You Never Know what could happen after that.
-Never Known.
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well it was inspiration from your poem... so I guess I'm worried that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my days but I think I have found people to fill the void on all poetry and on my deviant art site ( I would not advise you to go there, viruses a plenty on there) I find that my placee here may not well be cemented but these are thoughts and views that I have always had.... My self esteem issues are driving me back into the ground.... It's hard to tell when I will pull my head out of my ass and realize that people care.... I know my family cares but I dont know if they quite "get" me, you know what I'm saying? I have no offline friends so it's hard to know where to look so I guess what I'm trying to say is that I appreciate you... very much so...
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a bunch of bull
you are only doing what is natural and human. that is no cause for anyone to think different of you. i don't think anything different of you. your still close to my heart like you've always been. as for you thinking that your destined to be alone.. there you go agiane fretting... geez, hon, seriously, why would i seek you out and reach out to you even after our history, if i didn't want you in my life agiane? ask yourself that question and you'll see just how much of a worry wart your being. btw... it took me awhile to say everything i wanted to say to you but that doesn't meen I was ignoring you. I just don't get a chance to get online as much as i used to. I don't have my own computer.. I have to walk into town to use the library's computer.
So what do you say? will you stop worrying? *gives you huggs* you obviously need em'
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