weeks have past
lying days awake
waiting for my phone to ring
hoping someone thought of me
after months of battles and the cutting
after months I finally got destoyed
these months I still saw the light
but now I've surrendered
to the big mists of darkness
my memory is telling me I'm lost
and there is no one who can remember me
so here I lay in my bed,
waiting to die
alone
forgotten
the light has been sucked out of my body
all I see are the walls surrounding me
in my bed it's safe
no tears no pain
just the mists
yet some days I wanna get up
make something of my life
have a future and friends
I just don't know where to start
my body is to tired
I feel so forgotten
I'm dead already
someone save me
SAVE ME SAVE ME
my mind is screaming,
for some power
to get up in the morning
and show everyone
I'm prefectly normal
