Dreams, About a Girl

My dreams,
They confuse me.
How do I set them apart from my reality?
What I want to be real,
What I want to be true,
Is to know that I still have you.

I cant shake this feeling,
Its like something is wrong,
We’re crawling back into the dark spot
We just managed to escape from.
You just deny it,
Or don’t even say a word.
Its like everything I ever said
You didn’t notice, you never heard.

Why does this affect me,
And not even bother you.
I thought this mattered, I thought you loved me too.
Maybe I’m just a fool,
Too in love to even see.
Maybe you don’t have a problem,
Maybe its just me.

In my heart I hold,
Memories I will cherish,
I wont allow me to forget.
I just hope they aren’t ones ill soon come to regret.
I’ve been tricked by your lies,
Lost inside your beautiful eyes,
I never want us to be saying our last goodbyes.

Please, don’t ever leave me.
Don’t even drop me down.
I cant live without having you around.
You are my roots,
The very seed of my soul.
You are the constant beating of my heart,
The ache I feel whenever we are apart.

I wont let you let me go,
Or forget how we used to be.
All those time’s we’ve spent together,
All mean something important to me.
You are silently pushing me away,
I thought we were past all this.
But it seems to me that you don’t care.
No, not one little bit.

I cant wait much longer,
The pain and heartache
Only keeps getting stronger.
I want you in my life,
The way it used to be.
When we always used to have fun,
The two of us, you and me.

I love you so much,
I miss you when your not around.
If this is my last chance to say this,
With you is the only happiness and peace
I have ever found.
No one could ever replace you,
No matter how hard I could try.
Please don’t let me go,
Please, don’t say goodbye.