Celebrate

It feels like ecstacy
it's been so long
since I've just sat and smiled
content in the moment

;Soulfly
it can be spun around on a finger, like the ring he gave me
its the best thing you cant let go of
its where Im at right now

Dancing in lullabies
Doubts dont matter; aren't changing a thing anymore
it feels so good
It wont stop

I don't remember feeling like this
knowing I dont have to worry
a whole weight lifted off my shoulders
like it all just faded away

Author notes

I put this together at the beginning of January, after overall deciding that life is too short to be sad. Im stepping out of a whole bunch of things with my dad, my new bf, my family, and..myself. I forgot what it feels like to be happy and I tonight I was sitting on my bed writing this. Before I started writing, my mom asked me to come watch t.v with her and I told her "No, its ok, I'm just gonna text people and listen to music." Y'know how long it's been since I said that without telling her a lie? Like there was nothing that I was hiding, no more million bad things going through my head and keeping me locked away in a dark dungeon. Lol, I'm sorry, I just thought I'd tell the whole world that, but I am learning!
Life goes on, live it <3