i am taking a personal day,
to help keep my demons away.
to keep my thoughts at bay.
to think of what i would say.
i will sit at home in my bed,
with thoughts flying through my head.
with all these word left unsaid.
with things we could be instead.
i can't seem to stop feeling so blue,
it's not helping me get to you.
it's only making my brain stop too.
it's because i'm not getting through.
i only want you to see,
how much you could mean to me.
how little we would disagree.
how love could actually be.
i am taking a personal day,
to fight thoughts of you away.
to keep all my tears at bay.
to think of all i need to say.
Author notes
when Ben asked me what was wrong yesterday, i said "everything".
and mostly i meant it.
yesterday was the most awful day i've ever had at school.
i wish he understood.
i wish i understood.
i wish he cared.
i wish i didn't care.
i wish he wised about me too. :l
1 more.
but i have been giving this much more thought.
maybe i will post up to 222.
that seems like a nice number.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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So yeah. This poem was absolutelty amazing. Maybe one of my favorites by you ever. My favorite stanza was:
i am taking a personal day,
to fight thoughts of you away.
to keep all my tears at bay.
to think of all i need to say.
You're an amazing writer Amanda. You have a way with words that I can't seem to grasp. Keep on writing babe. I love you. <3 -
im sorry you had a bad day. =[. in here if you wanna talk. 222 is a wonderful number . 2 is my favorite number =]
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