Is It Over Now?

Im sitting in the rain
Twirling my hair with my finger
Remebering the words
That in my head I hear them linger
Im wondering why
Why our futures went up in smoke
Im so confused
I just dont know
Was it something I said?
Is there something you don't like?
I want to tell you so much
But my words never come out right
I'll scream out your name
But you never come back
I'll change my ways
But tell me how to change that
I want to know
I want to see you
Your face is all I love
I want to know
Is it over now?
Hurtful truth come out
Behind backstabbing friend's backs
The things I want not to believe
Are the things that I ignore the most
And is she prettier?
Stronger? Smarter than me?
Is she better in bed?
Is it the things she said?
I'm so confused without you
I have to have you
But i want to know
Is it over now?
The dawn is breaking
Making a twilight-lit sky
The storm I'm chasing
Is nothing but a lie
I see the sun peer over the mountian
And that's enough for me
So now I know
It's over now