although the music is set to random,
the "random" order of songs it plays
are the worst it could have possibly
"randomly"
chosen.
...
each lyric,
each sound even,
hurts.
"never meant to be",
"waiting in vain",
such wretched, painful thoughts..
i turned the music on
so that i didnt have to hear myself
trying to reason it..
there could be no reason for it...
no way to ecscape it,
no music,
no television,
no books,
nothing.
just sit in the darkness,
hide from the sun,
till it goes away
and reclaim my life...
and laugh..
what a 'life'..
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