Look in this mirror, your friend of a reflection
I've been here the whole time through the wars and tears
You never realize I wouldn't go even when you push.
If I could change inside, I'd throw the feelings away
Take back every single painful thing I can say
I'm crying tears I can't stop shaking because
You don't realize what I'd do just to make it better
I don't know what to say more than I'm sorry
And i never meant for it to be this way
I never wanted to upset you like I have
I'd change the past even trade in the good
Just to know right now we'd be laughing
Instead of crying and asking ourselves why
Friendship came down until it was nothing
More than something leaving us all hurting
My apologies, I'm letting go, I've tried
To explain this to you so many times
To be seen, stand out, be loud, be proud
If you're living in my shadow look into the sun
When you want to be noticed, let your life shine out
Tape your heart up, get back into this life don't make this
Something so terrible that it's ripping us apart at the seams
Look in this mirror, I'm your friend, no reflection
Just a friend.
Not a reflection.
Similiar, Close.
But no cigar.
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Dedicated to Alyssa.
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Comments
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F*ck, made me cry again.
First of all, I can't remember the last time you called me Alyssa.
And second, I'm really sorry I make you feel bad with all my shitty feelings.
D: This is my issue, not yours.
So revel in the happiness you get with him, for me.
Just friggin' do it so I can see my best friend with a genuine smile on her face instead of the fake one I know is usually there.
Promise?
Kthx.
<3
I love you, girl.

