Pull my head and break my arms
When all is dead, yet nothings wrong
Write to the liars that conspire
All the half thoughts
I never know.
How they cut me call me "slutty"
But they never had enough.
Because I play them and I lay them
Jealousy
falls off their cuff.
Paint me green and it may seem
But I dare not envy those who smile
Because I can and when I laugh
You say, "It won't take a while."
But then I ride you and I bite you
And whip your crooked smile.
When I drink, and sometimes think
That love is not what isn't found
It's always love that's not enough
But steady is what steady's not
And I prefer my shaky ground.
But now I fall from "know it all"
To suddenly I'm looking up.
And the demons we don't speak of
Suddenly
have said "Enough."
