Unwanted Love

Am sitting here thinking you and am not sure why. I really wish I could stop thinking about you but I can't. I am just so worried about you and I know that you are okay.  I just sometimes have a feeling that something is not right. Then when I see you or hear your voice am okay.

That feeling that I have had is gone and a smile comes over my face. I really can't tell y ou way but it does. I really need to stop thinking about you before I lose my boyfriend. I just can't help but smile when I hear your name.

I also know that you don't want anything to do with me and that is what is killing me. The thing of is I really don't believe that you really want that but then again maybe you do. I have notice that you still have that look in your eye for me and that is what I don't understand.

For someone that does not want me is still giving me that look. I really wish I knew what to say to you. I really wish I could tell you what is on my heart before its too late. Then again maybe you already know or maybe the Lord does not want you to know. I just wish that you knew the truth. 

Hope to see you soon!