This Man

This Man has Touched my heart so deeply
I don't know how to thank him
Or even show him how i feel
I wonder if he knows this already
or am i just your perfect fool
Hanging on to these feelings
Using what little time left
To make him feel happy and content
God damn how do i tell him how i feel
This man has touched my heart so deeply
This burn inside is for him
This hurt inside is from him
This Happiness inside is because of him
Does he know he is doing this
When can i tell him
Should i even think of it
Should i even pray anymore
What do i do Lord
This man has touched my heart so deeply
and now i feel as though
life doesn't matter anymore
it hurts so bad to see him
Hurting in every which way
Trying to help him find a way
Trying to help him with his pain
Being there when he thinks i am not
Showing only when he needs to be shown
This man has touched my heart so deeply
How will he figure it out
Will he know before its too late
Will he see before death has come
How does he not know
That this is here
Some much love and pain
Dying Inside because
he doesn't seem to care
This man has touched my heart so deeply
But I can never let him know