You&Your Stupid Pretty Eyes.

i'm fucking up this transition,
this fixation,
is making me sick,
it gives me the feeling, the fucking numbness,
the sour reluctancy of walking away,
the stupid knots that twirl in my fucking stomach,
they cause me to want to claw out your eyes,
this skin that you've put me in,
only makes me realize that you aren't here,
&that i'm only sleeping with the enemy of my emotions.

Do you remember when the freckles,
the stars,
the inevitable songs in our eyes, aligned?
as soon as you threw all of the blankets into a mess,
&your hair grew in spikes across your face,
the stupid fucking stature of our-
whateverthefuckitwassomethinglikefuckingromance
fell out of place.

hopelessly.
royally.
mother fucking gone.
without a god damn trace.
just like you&your stupid pretty eyes.






please stop telling me to believe in you.
i'm sick&tired of your fucking words,
your god-damn word-less apologizes,
&your "wish upon a star" complexes.