The Footsteps I've Taken

I stand infront of the thousands and thousands of footsteps I've taken. The sand I walk over. Is the covenant empty shores. Of loneliness' drowning sea over my heart and soul. My emotions of dread, repeating words I speak.
The depth of sorrow I fought so greatly. To find in hope, if I finally won. Only to see Im defeated once again. By the evil that descends to take me over inside. But as my hopes die at the learning, that this is only the beginning. I fall weary at my stance from battle. My life has just begun, and yet so much sadness dwells inside of me. A Crying wolf Alone in the middle, living in a world of throbbing demons, starved for a fresh kill. My body beaten and broken, from the hits I taken. And my furr drenched, in my own blood. From the inflictions of my wounds, so deep to never heal. I stagger in suffering, across the shores of the sea of loneliness, dripping across onto the sand with each footstep I take; my blood.
It looks to I am to die a fool. Fighting to hold love and happiness in my heart and soul. A stupid man seeking the sprite of change within myself to rise above; the high civilization im surrounded by. But with each step I take, I grow weaker in pain; from my wounds. And each tear I cry, from my sadful, turqouise green eyes. The deeper the Ocean of sorrow within me crashes inside my heart.
"I cant see to walk anymore", says my mind in a giving up grunt, on the edge of death from wars I fought within myself. I growl with deep anger of nusiance, from that tone and swing fear-somely at myself. Slashing my paw deeply across my cheek. Those words beening spoken by my subconsious, soon combine with my vocie. I speak in a low, struggling voice of dread mixed with anger.
"Damn you, Shut up. Enough with that profound nonsense". I replied to myself out loud, as I continue to stagger across lonelinesses sea shores, as the dying lonely wolf; that I am.
I twitch my ears alil, flashing their smooth coated sandy red, jet silky black tip. As my eyes, glitter in the moonlight. Deep Icy Turqouise green as the swirling of gray and hazel mix together. As my furr shining as well, its sandy red coat with jet silky black streaks. Scruffled greatly my furr as well. From the immense blood loss, I suffered. Flooded through my furr, mixture of afresh and old dried up blood. I take a deep breath and exhale, and stop where Im at.
The forest of life behind me. Set alittle aways, so full of cresent memories and wonderous adventures. I sit down on the cold damp sand, and stare into the ocean of loneliness. As the moon full; sitting high in the dark misty sky. As stars fill every inch of its dark glamour.
I watch the waves crash over each other, in the distances. As they hurl towards the shorelines, I sit upon. Grunt deeply in pain of streaks, of loneliness run through my heart. As a small but big tear falls from my right eye.
The pain deepens, forcing me to lie down. As I growl in pain lowly to myself. " Damnit to hell..". I clinch my eyes shut tightly, and titl my head towards, my paws infront of me. The pain starts to loosen, and so I start to open my eyes slowly. I look open to the cold darkness of the night. As a light breeze, gently brustles through my furr. The cold darkness pushing against my body, reminds me of how cold the touch of loneliness is; inside my heart. As the feeling of evil taking over your soul. To make you die in vain. I whimper some, and look back up at the moon and stars and start to cry.
" What a beautiful sight....The spirits, guided me too. Over,under,inbetween but never infront. But the best they did to repay it all is the wonderous sight of the moon and stars.". I smile at the moon and stars as tears flow heavily from my eyes, as I see from within the distance. A pack of wolf spirits, Howling the death song of a dying wolf's heart. As they run towards me, from the moon and stars.
I smile greater and rest my eyes. As my spirit flies away, with the pack of wolve spirits. As happy as I ever, I smile everlasting. As I fall to death, silently within my weary sleep. Beyond infront of " The Footsteps I've Taken".