Why?
What's with the smiles
the hugs?
What reality is this?
Where is the justice?
Don't you know what I did?
No one before has cared
when I left.
Whats with all this forgiveness?
I don't know if this helps
or hurts.
I don't know why-
anyone would want to.
Don't you miss the smiles
you give away?
Why don't you show me the pain (?)
my parting gift.
Was there no salt
or even tears?
I suppose you won't see mine
Does that help
or hurt?
Would you say?
I'm not sure I will
Even if I tried.
There's no point in looking back.
I can't find where
I hid my heart, well.
& I pretend not to look
But I do.
If only
I could give it away as well.
Too bad
reality exists
& yesterday
is no longer today.
