*Names have been changed.
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So I suppose Poppy and I got into an argument today. Not even that. Maybe she considers it more, I wouldn't know. I already apologized. I don't know what for. She probably saw it. But I apologized.
That's not the only reason to apologize is it? bah. At least we got things done.
I don't know. I hope she won't be mad at me tomorrow.
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Hugh affirmed he likes me. Twice today. I don't know what I want. I really think that the swing could stop with him around, but I'm not sure. He'll wait though. As long as I need. Because he's my best friend and I suppose that's the greatest thing about it.
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Poppy is my best friend, too. And I really don't want that to change. She'll come around tomorrow. She always does. Unless she reads this and realizes how horrible a person I really am. Why would she do that? I don't know. I just have a sickening feeling she will.
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Today was a bi-polar day in my opinion. I need to stop writing these journals and start focusing on my poetry more. Will do. Always. Because that's what I do.
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Author notes
Hugh - from the Germanic element hug, meaning "heart, mind, spirit"
Poppy - from the word for the red flower
I thought they were fitting.
this isn't really something you can comment on.
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wait, what?
you don't know what you apologized for?
and i'll come around tomorrow..i always do?
what's that supposed to mean?
no, i don't think you're a horrible person. and i'm not mad. i'm just finding this very shocking. i had no idea you felt this way. :/
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This was from about a week ago. I thought you read this. And I thought we made things up. What do you mean?
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No, I didn't read this. And yeah, everything's fine with us.
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No, I was apologizing because I needed to. But I was just so confused at the moment.
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Oh, okay.
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