Milez

dedicated to david thenault

NEW YEARS
INE THE GHETTO
LOCKED EYES
WITH A FRESH FACED
BLUE-EYED WEDOW
I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE HE CAME FROM
BUT I LIKED HIS STYLE
THEN GREETING ME WITH A WARM SMILE
HE SAID HIS NAME WAS MILEZ
I WAS INSTANTLY ATTRACTED
THERE WAS NO DENIAL
BUT WHAT WAS HE DOING
IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD
AMONGST THESE PEDOFILES?
HE TOLD ME HE JUST GOT OUT OF JAIL
SO I FIGURED HE WAS LOOKING FOR A PIECE OF TAIL

IT WAS NEW YEARS
AND I DIDN'T WANT TO BE ALONE
SO I TOOK HIM TO MY PLACE
WARNING HIM THERE WAS NO ELECTRICITY OR PHONE
THEN WE DECIDED TO DRINK A BOTTLE
OF COFFEE FLAVORED PATRON
I CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT
WE SHOULD SURELY BONE
AND EVEN THOUGH IN MY HOUSE
THERE WAS NO CABLE
SOMETHING TOLD ME THAT MILEZ
WOULD BE MORE THAN ABLE
TO KEEP MY ATTENTION
IM SURE MY BEDROOM WAS BETTER
THAN THE CENTER FOR DETENTION

ENTERTAIN HIM,
YES I WAS MORE THAN ABLE
OUT OF RESPECT FOR HIM
I PUT ALL OF MY CARDS OUT ON THE TABLE
LET HIM KNOW MY IMPERFECTIONS
I'M  NOT EXACTLY STABLE
CUZ I CANT LIVE A LIE
A FICTION OR A FABLE
JUST GOT OUT OF AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP
AND WAS CURRENTLY TURNING TRICKS
TO SUPPORT MY DRUG HABIT
I THOUGHT FOR SURE HE WAS GONNA DIP
BUT WE CHOPPED IT UP
FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS
I GAVE HIM THE PUNANNY
THEN WE WENT OUR SEPERATE WAYS
I FIGURED IT WAS JUST A PHASE
THAT WOULD SOON COME TO AN END
LET'S NOT SUGAR COAT IT HOMIE
WHY EVEN PRETEND
WE SAID OUR GOODBYES
MAYBEY BETTER OFF AS FRIENDS
I WAS OVER HIM
BUT THEN THE BOY CAME BACK AGAIN

HE APOLOGISED
CUZ HE TOLD A FEW WHITE LIES
THEN COFESSED HE HAD SOME FEELINGS
I GUESS I HADN'T NOTICED
TOO WRAPPED UP
IN MY WHEELING AND DEALING
I FELT GUILTY FOR HURTING HIM
AFTER ALL, LOVE IS RARE
IN THIS CITY OF SIN
I TRIED TO FIGHT IT
BUT I JUST COULDNT WIN
SO I CHOSE TO JUST
GIVE INTO HIM

NEXT THING I KNOW
MILEZ DISSAPEARED
SHEDDING MY FIRST SET OF TEARS
BREATHING LIFE INTO ALL MY FEARS
WHEN HE FINALLY CAME AROUND
I TRIED TO LET HIM GO
FOR WHATEVER REASON HE WON'T LET ME
TIME WILL SURELY SHOW
HE'S THE FIRST GUY
AMONGST THESE CLOWNS
TO SEE MORE IN ME THAN A HO
THIS THING
HAS TURNED INTO MORE THAN JUST A FLING
IT'S NO LONGER FOR SHOW
IT HAS BECOME A DISTRACTION
NOW THE ONLY WAY HE CAN PROVE HIMSELF
IS THROUGH  HIS ACTIONS
HOPEFULLY HE'LL GIVE HIS ALL
CUZ I WON"T SETTLE FOR A FRACTION

I'M TRIPPIN MILEZ WHATS THE DEAL?
ARE YOU RUNNING GAME
OR ARE YOU GONNA KEEP IT REAL?
CUZ I'D LIKE TO LET MY GUARD DOWN
SHOW YOU HOW I  TRULY FEEL
PLEASE DO'NT GIVE ME JUST A SNACK
I WANT THE WHOLE DAMN MEAL
DO YOU WAN'T MORE THAN JUST THE SEX?
ARE YOU DIFFERENT FROM THE REST?
IF NOT THEN YOU WILL FAIL THE TEST
IF SO LET'S FIND OUT
WHAT IS NEXT
I'M JUST ASKING FOR SOME HONESTY
AND RESPECT
NO ALTERIOR MOTIVES OR NEGLECT

I'VE GOT A CRUSH ON YOU
GOT TO COME OUT OF DENIAL
SOMEBODY STOLE MY HEART
AND I TOLD THE COPS
HIS NAME WAS MILES
THEY SAID I WOULD HAVE TO FILE A POLICE REPORT
DAMN I'M GONNA HAVE TO
TAKE THIS MOTHERFUCKER TO COURT

I WANNA JOIN THE MILE HIGH CLUB
IM TRYING TO GET MILEAGE
SAVING MY FREQUENT FLYER MILES
CUZ I LIKE HOW CUTE YOUR SMILE IS
PLUS I LIKE THE WAY YOU KISS ME
AND I THINK YOUR KIND OF STYLISH
WE ARE BOTH ADULTS HERE
THERE'S NO REASON TO ACT CHILDISH
I APPRECIATE THE WAY YOU TRAEAT ME
CUZ IT DON'T RESORT TO VIOLENCE
AND THE NEXT TIME THAT YOU SEE ME
I'LL BE COMFTORABLE IN SILENCE.