you said they would heal me
but they don't
you said I deserved to live
but I don't
you said I'm a true friend
but I don't have any friends
you said no one would abandone me
well say that to my mom and dad
you said I loved to live
but that was just a lie
you said He would help me
but God is just an image,
just a guide to things I shouldn't do
you said that I should just breathe
but now I'm suffocating
you said my happiness was my all
but now I've got nothing left
you said those pills would help me
now I'm addicted to your lies
you said my child would have a good life
but why do stare at her grave,
next to her mom and dad
they all abandoned me
and I'll be lying there soon
being as selfish as mom and dad
being as helpless as my girl
I used to be that happy girl smiling laughing talking, now I'm that wasted space on ad's, dying lying hoping death will catch me
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im so sorry :'( it was such a heartbreaking piece to read! :'( your sure good at putting your feelings into words. think of positive things in life!!
i know sometimes it feels as if you know theres nothing but one day you'll get the life you deserve i promise.
and if you ever want to talk ill always be here for you
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