a tiny heart beating
the little fingers and toes
the small kicks
everything feels right
a hand placed over my tummy
the tiny picture on the screen
my little baby
lifes precious gift
my life feeling like total bliss
something happens
i start to scream
pain engulfs me
the baby is born
skin purple
no crying
no screaming
no breathing
nothing at all
a red line around the neck
where the cord had been
tears stream down my cheeks
my little baby
i loved you even before you were born
your gone now
i miss you
Author notes
a deeply personal poem please be understanding
for the children i've lost.
Odette (would of been 2yrs old died at birth), Shannon-Lee (would of been 1yrs old also still birthed), John-Darick (died almost 3months ago, he'd be 2yrs old so), Nikita (my darling Niece)
i love you my children, i wish they were still ok
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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wow
Wow this is such a sad poem. I can't say i truly understand what you have been through but i can understand the pain.
I'm always here for you if you need me.
Remarkable write dear.
Love Tam xoxo
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Tis is amazing.. I really like it.. It almost made me cry.. Im only 15 and it sux to say i understand that pain!!!
Hope things get better
XXDeaths-GirlXX
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A poem of sadness that speaks of longing and love. Understanding comes to you with a hug.
Dear 'lil fairy... 
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Granny loves them too
I remember the day you told me you was pg. and your sister had pass away and then shorty you had the tripet and the first born was still born. the other two was okay. then you mom died after the birth of the babies. then your aunt died. your world was coming apart and you found me and adopted me to be you momma. I was so honor and so happy you love me that much. I love you more in return.Then almost two years later we lost john derick. now your little nephew is in the hospital timothy he is only 2 month old he came 8 weeks to soon. He is in ICU. what do we do. we sit on the sideline and we pray that god will let us keep them just a little while longer. I love you honey. Very much
Love
Momma
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