It's One of Those Days

It's one of those days
where I sit and think
about what I've become
where I've been and why did I run
to get here so fast
to find nothing at all
I wish I could've made it last
I want to build back our wall
try a little harder and make it a little stronger
maybe this time everything would last a little longer
thinking, it all makes me so sad
how could I have fucked it up so bad
sadly it's one of those days.

It's one of those days
where I light this cigarette and drink this drink
to mask the pain I feel inside
I'm ashamed of what I've become
and that everything feels like a lie
I can't help but feel I'm nearly done
premature perhaps, that's how the cards fall
I never was good at playing a good hand
tried as I might I couldn't rebuild our wall
this cigarette and this drink
really didn't help now that I think
It's just one of those days.