Im so afraid of being hurt again

I am so scared, of being hurt again
afraid of commitment afraid to trust
Can I trust you not to hurt me like he did?
Will you play for a while, then leave me alone?

I try not to believe the words you say just in-case
But they go straight to my heart and settle there
I know you have been hurt too, cried tears just like mine
But that doesn't help me to trust, to be strong.

You say we will build a life together, grow old holding hands
But HE told me the same things, I believed then
But am so scared now.

Can I trust you with my fragile heart,
Its been broken once
Can I trust you not to rip it apart?
will you really  help it to mend?

The way we met is just like before

chatting on the Internet, becoming friends

I am so afraid to let you in

so afraid to trust again!

You tell me you love me, that I am your girl

Maybe this is just a line that all men use?

I want to let you in, I want to trust again.

Please Jay, please don't break my heart.

You tell me that this time has to be forever with you

You cant be hurt again.

But I have heard that line before too

Forever is a long time, are you ready to commit to me forever?