happiness is for the weak, just an illusion
nothing more than your gods delusion
life sucks and thats the bottom line
everything is bane, nothing is fine
my soul is blank, black and bare
i am drowning, gasping for air
in the water i cannot swim
all this pressure is doing me in
i cannot feel anything anymore
i used to hate this, truly abhor
but now im just completely numb
i cannot feel what ive become
just kill me or kill this pain
wash me out like another stain
it wont be long in my condition
before i surrender in submission
maybe one day before i die
i will see something that will make me cry
maybe then i can start to heal
what a nice dream, im still sealed
