Never Fully Mine

When your walls finally fell,
I thought I'd won the war,
I was finally yours, and you were mine,
But, I'd only won the battle.

Although your arms encircled me,
And your kisses were only for me,
You lay next to me at night,
You weren't completely mine.

You had never been comfortable in relationships,
I knew that from day one,
So why does it hurt,
To have to hear you repeat that every so often?

You made me promise not to fall for you,
Not to give you my heart,
Or attempt to,
If I fell in love, to keep it quiet.

I fell deeper in love than ever before,
Quicker than before,
You were so easily to fall for,
How could I not?

At first I hid it from you,
Trying to stay cool and casual,
But I felt that love growing,
So I tried to break away.

You made it near impossible for me,
You became closer to me,
Almost tempting me, daring me,
To give in.

I can't bare to tell you how I feel,
'Cause I know you don't feel the same,
Maybe you will do someday,
But you don't today.

All the while,
You never know,
How much,
Your breaking my heart.

Everyday I wait,
Hoping you'll say something to me,
To give me a hint,
To stop this pain inside.