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stupid suicidal white girl

I'm a worthless fuck up
I'm fat and lazy
so of course I'm insecure
I never did anything right
and I never will
I continue to try
and continue to fail
so I give up

I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach
I want to let go
I want to hear the gun drop
& want to say goodbye

but theres that little feeling deep in
that keeps me hanging on
maybe its hope
maybe its just the will to live

so i continue to hang on
and continue to slip more and more each day
I don't want to give up just yet
I want to be saved
but my only savior
is myself




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  • Justified Inc.
    January 31

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    Keep Hoping!

    This poem really had a strong effect on me. I think so many people have come to this place and have given in... It is a sad reality and It makes me feel helpless in so many ways. I hope that people will have the opportunity to know that God loves them and is always available to help carry their burdens and comfort their souls. He is my strength and I don't care if people want to put me down for that or not. He is my help, my strength and my hope in this world full of terrors and evil. I hope you know that He is there for you and He can and will help you! I love that song that says, He will hear our faintest cry and He will answer by and by!
    He will rescue all that call on His name and they will never be ashamed.
    God Bless you!
    Don't give up!
    Castaway


    • let.it.be
      January 31
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      thank you =)
      It's so nice to hear that your belief in god is so strong.
      I used to be like that. I used to be one of those people that would go to church every sunday and rarely miss it. Lately I haven't been going and I have been questioning my faith a lot. I think I should try going again.


  • Candyknife gold member
    January 30

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    indeed

    only we can save ourselves from all our problems, but when youre too fed up with trying it just seems so hard, and that little tinge that keeps you here, is more than likely will to live, but its the fact that you feel it and give it thought is what you should be questioning, not wondering what it is, that is where your reason could reveal itself.
    way to let it out, nice job