you've grown so distant,
and this worry in my heart is dropping like acid.
I miss you,
I miss having fun and laughing,
where do those days go?
what is happening to you?
what is happening here?
I just don't understand and this heartache is deadly.
why can't I let you go?
why can't I stop worrying about you?
your words slice me like a razor blade,
cutting away the pain and making me numb.
and now I'm shaking in the fingers,
staring down at this bottle of pills.
my heart tells me not to worry,
it's giving you the beneifet of the doubt,
but my brain is screaming at me,
and I am completly stiff.
finally I stand,
I drag my heavy feet away,
the bottle in my hands as I shake my head.
I'll find out later,
it's to early for this crap,
and this is just what I need,
another reason to worry about you,
and I'm starting to realize your actions aren't best...
I just hope my heart is right,
I hope you weren't popping those pills,
because you've killed me enough already as it is...
Author notes
Okay so true story. My brother and dad are away at Canada leaving me and muh mom here, and so it was likee 2 in the morning and I was taking care of his pet andd...I found a bottle of pain killers and like more then half the bottle was gone. :| and he has been acting so different and I'm so worried about him ]: thanks for reading...true thoughts on this pleaseee. ♥
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wow amazing
ive been there also but at 39 and to tell you the truth i saw this as a sign to get help or to talk to someone all of my poetry are true life situations also keep writing get it out
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There is a lot more going on here than just the abuse of a prescription. This might just be the proverbial icing.
A dark work indeed, realization is the first step in reasoning things out. I would highly reccomend an intervention, they are never pretty things, but, usually end up helping.
good write,
peace
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awsome write !
I liked it
and the sitution is really tough
Have you tried talkin to him ?
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awesome
wicked write
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Good poem, scary situation.
Shame Filled Tears is right: Don't be accusatory, just ask him outright if he's using drugs. If you talk to him like an equal, he'll (probably) be straight up with you. He might have a reason for taking pain killers. Maybe he had surgery and didn't tell you.
Regarding the poem, the first lines, "you've grown so distant, and this worry in my heart is dropping like acid" didn't entirely make sense to me. "Dropping acid" means taking LSD, a halucinogenic drug. Is that what you meant?
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i like it..its a hard situation to deal with..i would advise you to confront him..dont accuse tho
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