So far
So cold I sit
And in my mind all I see is hell in me
I do not wish to condemn you
I love you too much
I see you
In our future
Miserable
Afraid
And worse
Like my mother
I can see hate in your eyes
I am not my father
In deed or name
But we share a common demon
A cause for me to fear what I am
To loathe it
I see you
Now
I know your love is my love
I cannot let you break as my mother did
I cannot let you live that life
I need you
and I love you
and I want you
But above any of my wants
I want you to be happy
This is how I answered the questions you asked me
How I can hate and love
How I can be a man
Because I've devoted myself to your happiness
No matter where that leaves me
Devoted to my love
And in me there is peace once more
You did this, Alex
Tamed a monster
Not yet a man
Another write... another question please tell me what you think.
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Oh my goodness. This is absolutely amazing. Tell him for me would you? From the words above, he definitley sounds like more of a man than a lot of "boys" I've met who claim to be.
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