I've Gotta Do Better

I'm going to bed hungry tonight.
I know you love me,
But I'm putting up a fight.
I love you to,
But what about me?
What about everything
I'm meant to be?
What you don't know won't hurt you,
But it's killing me now,
I want to get better,
But I just don't know how.

I need to be more than this.
I know I can if you'll let me try.
It's all about being thinner, better.
It's ok to let go, we won't ever say good-bye.
But I've just gotta do better, so much better than this.

I feel like I'm lying,
I feel like crying...
I don't know what to say.
I tried, I swear,
I never meant to be this way.
I never meant to be so selfish and weak,
I never meant to fail,
I didn't think it'd get this bad,
My life ruled by the scale.

But I need to be more than this.
I know I can if you'll let me try.
It's all about being thinner, better.
It's ok to let go, we won't ever say good-bye.
But I've just gotta do better, so much better than this.

I'm a monster,
But I never meant to be like this.
Ruled by demons controlled by bliss.
And I think I'm fighting I losing battle,
Though I feel I'm in control.
But I'm missing out because I'm focused on my goal.

But I need to be more than this.
I know I can if you'll let me try.
It's all about being thinner, better.
It's ok to let go, we won't ever say good-bye.
But I've just gotta do better, so much better than this.

I can be thinner,
I swear I'll be better,
I know I'll be so much better than this.
I will be thinner,
If you give me the chance,
I know I'll be so much better than this.

I've gott a do so much better than this.
I've gotta better.
I've gotta do better,
So much better than this...