I feel so lost and upset
i dont know what to do
i can take life anymore
i want it to be through!
Im lost in this world
and lost in my mind
my hearts breaking
more all the time.
I feel non-existent
and feel dead inside
i hate myself so much
i would rather die.
Everyday i feel so sad
why do i feel this way?
i wish the pain would go
i feel worse everyday.
I wish people understand
but no one seems to
they think i lie about
the hell i go through.
So i've given up trying
and im so sick of lying
im giving up on life
im sick of all the lies
i just want to be happy
with simply being me
but i cant, its not fair
i dont belong even anywhere
i dont have a home
nowhere i can call my own
i might as well just go
and leave people alone
i dont deserve to live
i have nothing to give
to my family or friends
why cant it just end?
im so sick of trying
when inside im dying
it wont be that long
and ill finally be gone.
A contest entry
- I'm lost by XXAgedWithDespairXx.
1000 points, ended February 20, 2009, 39 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest - Emo/ Death/ Abuse by Violent Glass.
550 points, ended February 13, 2009, 59 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
okay its crap tell ne that i dont care! i dont even know what to do anymore :'( :'( :'(
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wow
i can really relate to this
alot of my poems revolve around this feeling
i thought it was beatuiful
very well written
thanx for sharing it with me! -
this was beautiful
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awww..amazing write.
hey..its not crap!
its really good..
love your poetry.
you'll get over these problems,just believe in yourself.. xx
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see! this was a great wirte i know how you feel if you ever need anything you can message me even if you just need someone to listen
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Don't you dare! If this is a true write, I don't want you leaving the world *scowls* so what if people don't believe you? You probably have gone through a lot of hard times, I imagine it has hurt you deeply and gained you wisdom beyond your years. Never let others dictate your choices however, don't let anyone get you so down that you feel a need to escape like that. YOU are too good for that. Sorry for the rant but I hate the idea of a good soul being tormented so.
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