So, here I am
Again
Sitting by the water
Dark and deep and mysterious
Watching the ripples
Avoiding the waves that wash up on the gray shore
Waiting, once again
For the rising tide to fall
For my emotions to subside
Raging beneath the surface
There lies the battle
The mayhem that has been going on for a lifetime
My lifetime, to be specific
The one that I cannot fight
The one I dare not fight
Gruesome and horrific
Creatures that plague my thoughts and dreams
Fight to the death in the water
The black sea that I had created in my mind
Suffocating them
Killing them
They continue to fight
And they don't seem to realise...
That they are drowning...
And each time one dies
Another takes its place
Chaos
Endless chaos
Madness beyond any dream or nightmare
A dance so macabre
So bloody and magnificent
Sickening and wonderous
Am I evil to think it so?
To consider it...
Beautiful?
And grotesque at the same time?
This world in my head is so
Wonderful and distasteful
At least to any normal being
But I am not normal
That much I have determined on my own
Who else calls death a fantastic and exciting event?
Who else gets so interested in the horrific?
Who else dares to call the macabre...beautiful?
None that I yet have met...
Author notes
I will not explain. There is too much to be said and not enough words to express it.
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