Little Heart Twinge

Why must i be left alone
seething in anger as he takes her by the hand,
twirling in dance as their beauty cuts a lovely figure?
Lest i seem bitter, let me say in fact
no. It is merely a heart twinge of sorts, i suppose.
Each night, week or month as the lady may change,
i must go up a level, and give my heart up,
i know it seems emo, incredibly so,
but i'm just a little jealous, if i may say. oh.
i guess that i wish he were mine, but not really,
it's more like a friend i would cling to for the age.
The moment a stranger or lady claims his eyes
i simply have a heart twinge, and wonder why.

Is it love, deep love that makes me ache like this?
What are my true feelings at all?
I know that i love him, that much is quite plain,
but in the pain i'd just to know,
please may i have someone to hold,
someone to be held by.
I'm just quite lonely you see.
I'm looking for...