Cruel Twist

Am i so selfish to want you
To want a life with you.
It's such a cruel twist in fate
That i would find you now.
I love you
You have changed my life in ways i dont know how to explain.
But i cant give you the things i know your going to want.
A family, a child.
Someday your going to want a home and a life that i cant be a part of.
This weighs so heavily on me
My heart screams at the injustice
To find my soulmate so late.
I think about this everyday
The memorys we share
We have had such beautiful times
Sitting in the sunset while the dolphins play
Lying in the dark holding each other all night.
All the laughter and tears.
At times i feel so sick
To know our love will always be forever
But i dont have forever, and your life is just begining.
You make me complete, you make everything alright.
The love and joy you have brought to my life will never be forgotten,
Nothing will ever compare, there will be no other.
I hate this, you know i hate this.
Even now you say it will be ok, we'll work it out.
Its not going to be ok, we cant work it out.
I will be happy just knowing that you are happy
Eventually i hope you find someone that you can love.
I love you with all my heart and i am so sorry.